friday night

i ran away from master, but he caught me. I didnt want to run away but i was scared because i disappointed him. I was scared he would beat me, but something else happened. I told him everything and he went easy, i had to ask , beg for him to spank me. he is respectful. i love him for that

friday morning

I can just say what a night. Master and i went to drs and he helped give me a gyno exam. It was so thrilling yet humilating. All i could think about is what does this doc want to do to me. I played doggy all day then i got to settle in bed with restraints. I love how master puts me to bed like that. He is always with me in person or by a bind or a dildo. I never forget im in training. i cant wait to be collard for ever by him. I will take care of his every need. I want more people in the circle cause it will make him happy. Thats my number one goal

afternoon

wow being a dog is harder then i thought. Plus the humilation of using a outside toilet. Its Daytime omg! hard to have cofee and food in a bowl and use only my tongue to lick it up. This was quite a experimanet. zPlus i have to tease and squeeze nipples every 1/2 hr then sock them like masters cock.. ive been good and did it and keep doing it. bbl to write

its thursday! Reward day

Today master has allowed me rewards for being good. I get to wear my collar and leash all day and i get play with my tits and nipples all day . My first priorty is to find another woman to play. Oh Master will love me for that. Sometimes im unable to perform so another salve would be good. i will write as my day progresses but little doggy has to go out side to pee.
Coffee, but the rules say behave like a dog, so coffe is put in a bowl on the floor for me to sip from. Takes a hour to lap on that cup. I wonder how im going to eat dinner? i peed on the newspapers like a good bitch dog and now i have to clean it up, be back later

Rewards and punishments

to be a good slave you must obey your Master, and do what he says.If your a good slave you get rewards for it. Yesterday i had a photo friend come by and take pics of me, and before i did that i asked permission. Master was nervous but i assured him i was safe. he saw the photo session went quick and i posted pics asap. that night i saw him and bowed to show ow submissive i was, he told me how he felt about it and i replied that i was good girl. then i blew him like the fucking whore i am...

a day with out

Its rough when your sick and you cant seem to please Master. Maybe you did and he understood you weere sick or maybe you didnt. i know i want to but physically and mental im too sick to do it. i will try harder i swear master we will make up this day.

things happen

When i was with master the other day, we did something incrediable. I got to massage his balls and cock and jerk him off, i found it so sexually situmalting to hear his moan, i love doing that. Now after that we both mutaly masturbated because he wanted to hear me cum, something about someone watching you.. wow makes you Hotter! We did this for quite awhile. whew it never felt so good to masturbate. thank you Master J.