Friday, April 2, 2010

afternoon

Hi Its friday finally. My Master is cumming over me, ahem coming over today. He is going to try me out today. Im going to be trained or test my training from the past week. Im a fucking blowjob to him. i get to prove it today. Its nice and warm so windows are open. The house looks nice and smells nice. I have to get everything togther and display it for him. I hope he does everything to me, spanks me slow and hard as he explains its to feel it so i know what will happen. Totured so i know if i misbehave what it will be like. Im so excited yet nervous. He doesnt let me cum unless he is here to watch. Ill give him a good show today..must get ready Cunt N

Thursday, April 1, 2010

training still

There are so many areas in training. Rules, didipline, limits, slave vrs sub. Im learning, so many new things
Do i want to be a sub or a slave. The main differnce is limits Master says.
Ive been a sub, which was good but didnt fufilled all my needs.Ive been a slave and thats hard to. I think because Master and i will see eaach other just a few times, it will good to go as slave, knowing that time is mine. Im kinky and want to work on several roles and scenes. I think Master will like that. He loves how i love his cock. I could suck it for hours. Just to keep him and me pleased. ok ttyl

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

Wendsday morning

What a night, i dont think I understood what master wanted as a night punishment.
Now i can only use my imagination on what might happen between us. Now i need a collar and leash, omg ..but we keep missing each other..how am to know what to do?

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

amazing

When you find someone who understands your needs it hard to imagine at first. Must of my needs have been fufuilled solo and mostly by my own imagantion. Now someone is in my life and they want to be the fufuiller,. A master me slave with open time, understands i have obligations that sometimes i cant be avavilable.Its nice to have this person, it makes getting up early good. Thank you master, Love CUNT N

Monday, March 29, 2010

Fantasy

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most humilating thing

im giving it alot of thought, you could expose me or make me do a circle jerk, or worse. Master im not sure i think at the moment this would do it. Cunt N

Morning every one

I sleep ok last night, master left a bunch of stuff to do.
build a new harness, excersize, kegals and regular, clean bedroom, make space for ties to bed. so much to do! wax pussy omg ..but i shall obey. the punishments would be worse. ok ttyl
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